11/02/2005

Can I still wear pink?

WARNING: I'm gonna get emotional on this one.....
yes, it's true...I have a feeling and 2 emotions.
I was watching NCIS last night (my most favorite weekly show, CSI - Las Vegas is next), anyway this guy was thought to be a killer and NCIS had his son in protective custody. Gibs, kept the boy with him at night and they bonded.
Because Gibs has such a strong character, the boy was like a "mini Gibs" they even had him drinking out of a Starbuck's cup at the end. Of course in the end, they saved the little boy's dad and Gibs was once again alone. The end of the show was a flash back to when his daughter was alive and she was the "mini Gibs". So cool--sad, but cool.
Anyway....this is where I am going to get emotional. My boys will never have that. I mean a strong male role model. Someone that want to be like that is a part of their lives. Some one for them to imitate and to mold their character after. Which is sad. I remember trying so hard to be like my dad and they will never have that. (I'm getting all misty just thinking about it)
So, I spent all night trying to figure out what the heck I am going to do. I have to find a way to fill that void. I am thinking that is is the foundation of alot of Ashton's problems. He is still having issues with people stealing him and breaking into the house.
So, I am attempting to get in touch with my macho masculine side....
I've got to re-orientate myself to scratching, belching guy-ness. I've tolerated it all these years but now I am thinking I am going to actually partake...eeewww
Can I still wear pink?

7 Comments:

Blogger Orikinla Osinachi. said...

I was held up by your post.

Very engaging.

11/02/2005 12:45 PM  
Blogger drama mama said...

Have you tried Big Brothers?? I was going to do that with Clinton, but just never did.

11/02/2005 3:45 PM  
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