PeeBugg Press: Can I still wear pink?

WARNING: I'm gonna get emotional on this one.....

yes, it's true...I have a feeling and 2 emotions.

I was watching NCIS last night (my most favorite weekly show, CSI - Las Vegas is next), anyway this guy was thought to be a killer and NCIS had his son in protective custody. Gibs, kept the boy with him at night and they bonded.

Because Gibs has such a strong character, the boy was like a "mini Gibs" they even had him drinking out of a Starbuck's cup at the end. Of course in the end, they saved the little boy's dad and Gibs was once again alone. The end of the show was a flash back to when his daughter was alive and she was the "mini Gibs". So cool--sad, but cool.

Anyway....this is where I am going to get emotional. My boys will never have that. I mean a strong male role model. Someone that want to be like that is a part of their lives. Some one for them to imitate and to mold their character after. Which is sad. I remember trying so hard to be like my dad and they will never have that. (I'm getting all misty just thinking about it)

So, I spent all night trying to figure out what the heck I am going to do. I have to find a way to fill that void. I am thinking that is is the foundation of alot of Ashton's problems. He is still having issues with people stealing him and breaking into the house.

So, I am attempting to get in touch with my macho masculine side....

I've got to re-orientate myself to scratching, belching guy-ness. I've tolerated it all these years but now I am thinking I am going to actually partake...eeewww

Can I still wear pink?